curlyness is filling me, to the point of agony

2009-10-14T12:31:00.000-07:00

what the fuck did i fucking do to you, you fucking motherfucker.

i guess some people just cant shut the fuck up

let it go _|_

2009-09-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

hell yea they're dope...haha

ok sunday went city hall with the dudes and alyy...hah, lazy elaborate, read aly blog for details...

guess what? no more freaking engine drawing! haha, k bye

2009-08-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

today was awesome!

haha, went for baybeats with the design pple quite a bit of them actually...
just in time to catch audiocean thanks to zul ah...me and willy waited for him so long...haha

apparently, got this girl ah, i dont know who ah, i think her name starts with V. she made me look like an idiot looking for her, this is how it goes, i sat down, then skali i received sms. eh i see you. i replied where you, she said RIGHT SIDE. so i looked at the RIGHT SIDE. i couldnt spot her. i received another sms. "haha, i see you looking around, lost, hahahaha. damn funny. hahaha". idiot, i looked more ah on the RIGHT SIDE for that girl. recieved another sms while doing so, "hahaha curly idiot, anyhow looking around". wtf...instictively i just decided to look back, which was CENTRE btw, and guess who i saw? that bloody girl...haha, i felt so dumb...for the past 7minutes i was like sitting down turning around trying to spot that ...ergghhhhhhh...haha, you suckVAL...curly=awesome

that all happened during audioceans set btw

then, stayed for anberlin acoustic set...awesome

after that, went to buka after that at marina square. me, zul, aiz went ljs, the rest went food court...

apparently, while waiting for the rest outside mac, guess who i saw?
ALYYYYYY
haha...had small talk and she went on her own way...its been awhile since ive seen that girl..

hah, then met the rest, back to esplanade, lepak-ed awhile, then it was the ambassadors set at the powerhouse, didnt want to go in at first but they sounded awesome couldnt help myself...haha, i bought an anberlin and the ambassadors t-shirt after that cause they were just awesome..haha

soon it came to anberlin...eff that shit man it was awesome...haha, singing along to paperthin hymn, a day late, the feel good drag...epic proportions, even though i hate the pple "hardcore dancing"...yes its right, HARDCORE DANCING on an anberlin set...WTF...haha anw great night...

rushed to the mrt station straight after the set, bumped into bryan on the way there, he was meeting jamal...yea while inside during the anberlin set, apparently i bumped into jamal...haha...k cut story short, i was just in time for the last train...

haha, k now im home and here...typing, plus irritating val...haha

2009-08-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

damn stressed now...why? cause about 7 pple said my walkman model didnt look like a walkman...

what did they say? camera, walkie talkie, portable tv e.t.c....everything under the sun but a BLOODY CASETTE PLAYER...

freak...i so wanna redo but no time how? diediediediedie

2009-07-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

how can a module be so fun and fucked up at the same time?
try model making.

i just wasted a whole day at the workshop. i just freaking ruined my piece of work so im back to square one.

cb laaa...have to restart tomorrow morning!

2009-07-23T09:03:00.000-07:00

today i almost died.
yeah, seriously...the cause? electrocution.

here is how it goes. I was at my studio doing my assignment like the studious boy i am, when this girl named Lydia Yang Li Ye(VSC), happened to walk around looking for a 2-pin plug so she could plug in her lights. I didnt have one and walked over with her to her sculpture to see if i can help with the "plugging".

So me, and this other dude named Mark(VSC), were toying around with the plug. We obviously couldnt plug it in and decided to unscrew the socket for fun. When we flipped it around, I saw these 2 small plates, like open clips. then I THOUGHT MAYBE IF THESE 2 WERE IN CONTACT IT WOULD WORK. So yea, me being a very smart dude, picked up a piece of wire and put it in between the two "clips", so that they will be in contact with each other. gues what?

I GOT ELECTROCUTED REALLY BAD. haha...Mark and LiYe still can think i was joking. It sucked big time ah. Those of you who used to be in 4e5, remember ZhengQian the electrocution pen? its like 20times more painful, and its all over your body, and you can't breathe. you feel heat all over your body also. got that?

That was the day i almost died. haha. if i did die, maybe ill haunt design sch too...hahaha...

now right arm is numb. and yes i got like tiny burn marks on my fingers. FML.

must go do my 12 journal entries now ready. haiyo. freak i cant make it for sunday's match.

2009-07-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

watched the truman show in class today. its like confirmed ah, jim carrey movies= awesome.

even though you know its not real. it will definitely touch your heart. for real.

hah. after that, makan at design canteen with class.

and after that, someone asked me to go all the way to tamp mall from tp to accompany her get sushi and then come back to tp. -.-. hah...you too owe me ice cream for that.
k best now 2 pple owe me ice cream.

and then the tp league. haha. great time ah.

crap. tmrw floorball.
plus i got a call from vanessa that im selected for the dsc. haha. you guys are gg to get it too. just wait.

then need to go for camp. clash with floorball and hockey. and tchoukball. HOW?

haha. kbye

2009-07-17T10:05:00.000-07:00

thanks ah thanks...

i think i wanna update more often now

2009-06-14T08:36:00.000-07:00

sentosa with classmates tmrw,
cage and 4e5 bbq on tuesday
chalet on wed and thurs.
seems like a great time ahead for me!

haha...this rules.

and in 2 days time. nike 5 t-7's baby!

2009-06-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

was thinking and got across that video. i might be a little bit slow but. who cares. it made me smile.

what about you?

2009-05-27T18:34:00.000-07:00

alls fine now. ive had enough of arguments. peace.

2009-05-26T21:13:00.001-07:00

ive made up my mind. its just not worth it. losing my head over something as stupid as this. ill let it slide. for one last time.its just not worth my time and effort.

2009-05-26T08:53:00.000-07:00

not kidding. last warning. dah baik aku tak sebat balik. jaga kau nxt time.

2009-05-24T19:55:00.000-07:00

how the hell do you do the perspective thingy?!

now ive lost mood in doing my work...blearghhhh

2009-05-24T02:57:00.000-07:00

very funny. hahaha. k maybe not. shhhhhhh.......

i wont retaliate cause you will go all _______.

at least i enclose my problems and not try to gain sympathy.

haha i think ive said enough. later cry how?

haha seriously, JOKE OF THE YEAR!

mirrors. hahahaha...

2009-05-14T11:23:00.000-07:00

i need some time alone.

some thinking space.

someplace where i dont have to keep things to myself no more.

someplace which never, and will not exist.

2009-05-13T07:26:00.001-07:00

i hate you now...

its in the back of my head...

sorry...

fuck...

2009-04-27T08:33:00.000-07:00

THIS WAS THE EMAIL THAT I GOT.

Hi Hafir Saleh,
Congratulations! We are very pleased to announce that you are one of our lucky winners in the Nike/The Cage Football Quiz we held recently.
You have won for yourself a pair of Nike5 Futsal boots.

Before we can award the boots to you, we require you to furnish us the size that will fit you. We will require this information by Wednesday 29 April.

Congratulations again!

Thank you

Raja
Director
We Wanted to be Footballers Pte Ltd - Operators of The Cage
38 Jalan Benaan Kapal, Singapore 399635
Tel No: 6344 9345 / Fax No: 6344 9405 / Mobile No: 9049 6200
W: www.thecage.com.sg

haha...so soon enough ill be tearing up the streets with those babies hell yeah!!

2009-04-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

im not alright

2009-04-12T11:09:00.000-07:00

now thats shocking...
didnt see that coming...

gg PS later..

wee~

2009-04-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

first and foremost.

TP FOC CAMP WAS FREAKING AWESOME LA!

k done.

i kinda miss the camp now. i wanna go back!! haha.
nvr mnd saturday got sentosa outing!!
woohoo!

4, 5, 6 GOOD JOB

1, 2, 3 AWESOME!

whats the link?

ling long
ping pong
king kong
sing song

reliez, reliez is the link (x3)
PEACE.

its pronounced as "rare-lay" btw.

TP FOC best camp ever ah sia..

2009-04-05T07:12:00.001-07:00

that sums it up.

2009-04-04T23:45:00.000-07:00

just woke up from sleep and its so cool to find everyone sleeping. especially when they're not sleeping at their beds.

my eldest bro sleeping on my second bro bed.
my second bro sleeping in the living room on the floor.
same as my younger sis.
my mom sleeping in my bed.
my dad sleeping on the sofa.
and i just woke up from my parents bed.

haha.

before everyone slept we actually had lunch at amirah's grill. behind masjid sultan there.
the food not bad.

k now i dont know what to post.

ill surf the net whole my second bro still asleep. haha.

plus foc is tomorrow. hah

2009-04-04T05:46:00.000-07:00

teddy bears dont hug back. but sometimes, thats all youve got.

my mouth forfeits my words.
replay the scene over and over.

i so need to start posting stuff. this is so not a post.

2009-04-03T05:03:00.000-07:00

ill keep quiet.

this facade can no longer last.

2009-03-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

its all clear to me now. distance. its all good.

2009-03-29T13:26:00.000-07:00

lets just sit down, watch, and keep quiet about it.

un-freaking-believable.
theres only a certain level of tolerance a person can take.
trust me this isnt just over the limit.
its a whole new league.

soon enough ill be as happy as my pal up there. just watching the world go by.

2009-03-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

even pandas want some alone time.

Gg TP tmrw to send the orange giro form. crap.

Happy 17th Nisa.
Happy 18th Dahlia.

you pple are old..hahaha

now i know.

2009-03-26T12:57:00.000-07:00

crap..i got a letter from TP saying i filled up the orange giro form wrong...

and ive got no clue how the hell to do it...

dateline is 2nd of april...

freaking hell...

im not feeling too well...

2009-03-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

Mental wounds not healing,
Life's a bitter shame.

2009-03-23T20:00:00.001-07:00

now thats a bitch...wow

ironic isnt it? 39

2009-03-18T13:05:00.000-07:00

its 4am and i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight...

2009-03-16T03:11:00.001-07:00

i got into the tp optional camp thingy...YAY!

2009-03-11T23:46:00.000-07:00

funny shit..haha..super cute

2009-03-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

i suddenly wanna go bowling...anyone wanna go along?

2009-03-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

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IF...

2009-03-08T10:58:00.001-07:00

SHUT UP!

2009-03-05T01:36:00.000-08:00

finally all the enrollment stuff are done...

oh btw happy birthday ayu.

2009-02-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

Please take me by the hand
It's so cold out tonight
I'll put blankets on the bed
I won't turn out the light
Just don't forget to think about me
And I won't forget you
I'll write you once a week she said
Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off
And if young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick off
Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything
But I'd go through hell for you and
I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's and ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me
I'll think about the times
She kissed me after class
And she put up with my friends
I acted like an ass
I'd ditch my lecture to watch the girls play soccer
Is my picture still hanging in her locker?

i so need some time alone
sorry is no longer in my dictionary

2009-02-18T11:44:00.000-08:00

i am now sitting down on a chair and using a computer. but its not just a computer and a normal chair. its a private room in a hospital which my grandfather is being warded in.

nothing serious uh, he fell down in the toilet and got a hell of a cut on his head. 5 stitches. due to his age he's kept under observation thats why he's warded ah. and this room where he was warded to, (WARD 28, BED 22), its an only bed in an only private room. means there is no one else. gerek siol.

and this com im using, isnt any computer. its with tv, skype, and everything else including internet!! and yes in a hospital room!! plus the computer screen is touch screen. like ipodtouch liddat. so we dont use mouses, we use STYLUS! haha...so yea..

possibly the coolest place in a hospital where ive gone.

till next time. haha.

plus i really, really, really want to play soccer but no one want to organise. all ask me organise. when i organise all, dont want coorperate. how liddat??

my friends' got a girlfriend man he hates that bitch, he tells me that everyday.
my friends' got a boyfriend man she hates that dick, in the worst kind of way.

2009-02-17T07:07:00.001-08:00

mafia wars is so cool la...

taking it back oldschool

2009-02-12T04:15:00.000-08:00

The Kids Aren't Alright lyrics
When we were young the future was so bright
The old neighborhood was so alive
And every kid on the whole damn street
Was gonna make it big and not be beat

Now the neighborhood's cracked and torn
The kids are grown up but their lives are worn
How can one little street
Swallow so many lives

Chances thrown
Nothing's free
Longing for what used to be
Still it's hard
Hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams

Jamie had a chance, well she really did
Instead she dropped out and had a couple of kids
Mark still lives at home cause he's got no job
He just plays guitar and smokes a lot of pot

Jay committed suicide
Brandon OD'd and died
What the hell is going on
The cruelest dream, reality

im sick and tired of being everybody else's dog...
of course you dont notice it.
you're the cause of it

:D

2009-02-10T01:57:00.001-08:00

shit now im pissed...really pissed off

nvr mnd tmrw go play cage

2009-02-08T05:50:00.001-08:00

i bet you guys didnt know that there 's a full moon tonight

2009-02-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

im only with them cause you dont want me with you guys.
so dont fucking go around and talk about real friends you bloody asses.
you used me to do everything and then fucking piss on me like im some cubicle.
you must be asking what the hell i did so much...think of this, whenever you guys wanna go out, expect me gather everyone.
Whenever you guys wanna play soccer expect me gather everyone.
and thats just a few la eh...be angry at me for all you want.
CAUSE IM WITH THEM CAUSE YOU DONT WANT ME WITH YOU.

think la pple...think...

I HATE PEOPLE

2009-02-03T17:24:00.000-08:00

PEOPLE. hmmmm...throughout my very few 16yrs 11 months alive, i have noticed something very interesting. Here it goes...

1) PEOPLE want evrything to be done, but doesnt want to take part in the arrangement of it.

2) PEOPLE like to lie.

3) PEOPLE just love to say yes and cancel at the very last minute.

4) And once everything is done, PEOPLE just do not want to participate.

5) PEOPLE like to see other peoples misery for fun.

you know who you are

I dont say anything doesnt mean i approve of it. fuckers.

I'll think of more and add on to this list.

forgotten im not

2009-02-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

You and Me at Six- Jealous minds think alike
I guess now is a good time to tell the truth
The pedigree I carry will swallow you
I am not what you are
I am flawless in every way
Birds eye view
I'm watching you

Sad sad sight for sore sore eyes and a headache for the weakest of minds
You've got the boys the boys all tounge tied but I know they're wasting their time
Go
Go

You can be the ghost in my hall
You can be the smile I don't want
I will be the fly on your wall
You can be the distance in between
You can be everything I need
You'll be the girl I don't call

Oh just imagine what I thought when I opened up that door
There was a million things to one
Oh just imagine what they'll think
When they see me lead you north
Hell they'll be loosing sleep
And you're wrong
Wrong

You can the ghost in my hall
You can be the smile I don't want
I'll be the fly on your wall
You can be the distance in between
You can be everything I need
You'll be the girl I don't call

It's so wrong
So wrong
It's so wrong

You can be ghost in my hall
You can be the smile I don't want
I'll be the fly on your

You can be ghost in my hall
You can be the smile I don't want
I'll be the fly on your wall
You can be the distance in between
You can be everything I need
You'll be the girl I don't call

Jealous minds think alike
You're a damn damn tie
Wasting all my time
You are in love

the early morning sms at 6.59am really meant alot. thanks.

Playing cage tmrw with izzatul, raizan e.t.c...

plus ive updated the links and all at the side so they're right to my knowledge.
bye.

HAIQAL'S CHALET RULES!

2009-01-31T07:22:00.000-08:00

Haiqal chalet was a whole lot of great fun. Lets do more of that haha...

told to blog by yours truly "aly"

2009-01-17T06:27:00.000-08:00

lost 3-0 to the other team just now. bleargh...like farhan said. so what, won 4-3 by aggregate.

not feeling too well now. visions blurring. getting dizzy. i think im dying. nontheless.
didnt perform up to expectations just now. guess just too many things in my mind. haish.
i wanna go sleep. bye.

YOU GUYS WILL NEVER FIND OUT BY HIGHLIGHTING! PFFT...

made up stories

2009-01-06T04:12:00.000-08:00

Go:Audio
Please won't you go back out
I'm fast asleep
cant deal with this no more
on your way out
please do turn off the light
and close the door too

dont come back and pretend to tell me
the night you had with the made up stories
i was there but you didnt see me
there you were and the floor was empty
you and him getting more than friendly
it was just a kiss
but i can see you meant it

i've brought your favourate coat
i know how cold you get
and you left it
then standing out of view
i just had to leave
cause what i'd of done to you

dont come back and pretend to tell me
the night you had with the made up stories
i was there but you didnt see me
there you were and the floor was empty
you and him getting more than friendly
it was just a kiss
but i can see you meant it

the saddest thing for me
was i trusted you yeah
and mistake are now
the innocence you played
just go save it for the other guy unseen.

dont come back and pretend to tell me
the night you had with the made up stories
i was there but you didnt see me
there you were and the floor was empty
you and him getting more than friendly
it was just a kiss
but i can see you meant it

so dont come back and pretend to tell me
the night you had with the made up stories
i was there but you didnt see me
there you were and the floor was empty
you and him getting more than friendly
it was just a kiss
but i can see you meant it

yesterday you wrecked my life.

waaa putri i kinda lost your new link....tag agin ok? thanks

2008-12-25T02:17:00.000-08:00

We are the ocean - Nothing good has happened yet
Let me in from the rain,
Don't you let me go again
Let the water run down my face

So they say, so they say
I'm gonna take this
I'm gonna take this to the top
I'll kiss the air
Don't waste your breath, just fade away

Well okay, I guess nothing good has happened yet
Well I'll pray, that I'll be alright

Let me in from the rain,
Don't you let me go again
Let the water run down my face

You're so cold, (But I'm so alone)
You're about to fold (Just let me go) [x2]

Well okay, I guess nothing good has happened yet
Well I'll pray, that I'll be alright

You're so cold, (But I'm so alone)
You're about to fold (Just let me go) [x2]

(Well just let me go) [x4]

So they say, so they say
I'm gonna take this
I'm gonna take this to the top
I'll kiss the air
Don't waste your breath, just fade away

haha a job

2008-12-20T05:41:00.001-08:00

alright updating for the second time today.

im gonna have an interview with this dude at toa payoh phillips office as a salesperson for philips. need to be there by 11am. fuck. train ride so damn long then summore need to take bus sia. knn.

and2 i got another interview on the same day too. at eunos. 3pm. as a helper for this nano technology shit. haha. they pay $200 for 3 days work. no experience needed. this is cool shit. i just hope i get the job uh.

doesnt really mater which job i get as long as i get a job. im happy :)

tagged by kamran

2008-12-20T04:05:00.000-08:00

1. What have you been doing recently ?
- nothing

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
- never

3. What happened at 10am today ?
- sleeping

4. When did you last cry ?
- not sure

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
- why not?

6. What do you want in your life now ?
- do well for o's? thatll nvr happen

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood ?
- none. neither umbrella or hood. i like rain.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed ?
- -.- stupid question.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now ?
- shorts

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox ?
- for me to know for you to never find out

11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ?
- wtf

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ?`
- nope

13. What was the last movie you caught ?
- cant remember

14. What are you proud of ?
- im a very humble person. :D hehehe.

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say ?
- "hari ni gi bbeats?" from kamran

16. What was the last song you sang out loud ?
- i cant sing

17. Do you have any nicknames ?
- are you kidding? i have more than a hundred million.

18. What does the newest text say ?
- "ohh kk" from yul

19. What time did you go to bed last night ?
- i dont sleep. superheros stay awake to fight evil.

20. Are you currently happy ?
- not really

21. Who gives you the best advise ?
- i never listen to people.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
- dont think so.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
- too busy saving the world to do so.

24. Is something bugging you now?
- heh. howd you know?

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- i dont know.

i updated

ouch

2008-12-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

i used to know you so well.

Paramore-Decode
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

How can I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode.)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

well i think i know

point wasted rules!!

2008-12-07T03:41:00.000-08:00

haha...yea just like the title. Point wasted are officially the best band on playon2008. congratss dudes!

ehem dont forget blanja us the supporters tau...haha
and2 more for me...

haha..so went to vivo with the dudes and alot of others uh. one whole troop sia. blablablablablablabla....read the others blog for deatails uh. lazy blog.haha. go read sabs for instance. and i cannot believe ii voted for point wasted over 2000 times. haha. blame it on unlimited sms. WOOHOO!

and yea havent been updating much cause busy doing nothing uh.

and aziz. sorry uh couldnt conf with you all the way to the next morning. if you in japan and reading this have fun bro!! dont forget get me ehem...souveneirs la...haha

job again

2008-11-27T06:35:00.000-08:00

so yea. went to find job with kamran and burhan just now at pasir ris. applied at fish and co. got interview and all. i really hope i get the job uh.

and yea, yest went cycling with jepon again. wanted to sit at the breakwater and talk2 along with sofia uh. but it rained heavily so we were 'ajaked'. to go sofia house. so we went. sit under block. talk2. went up. makan. and good food also. haha...then went off...i continued to 201 mac to lepak with the e6 pple(usual study group).

so thats that. and i bumped into sodfia again just now at ehub. haha.

im sick and tired of smsing pple who never bothers to reply the messages.

job

2008-11-25T07:06:00.000-08:00

I so desperately need a job right now uh. So yea. Planning to go eastpoint tomorrow to ask for job at hang ten, giordano, eatzi, melleo's place, han river all at simei uh. An also possibility i applying at kfc also just in case i dont get the jobs. haish depressing sia.

anw went cycling with jepon just now. not bad uh. sit at breakwater talk crap. haha. kk thats all for today.

Blink 182-First date
In the car I just can't wait,
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss

Let's go,don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make, this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

prom night

2008-11-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

Prom night was certainly a night to remember. What i thought of going to be an overrated night turned out to be awesome.

Woke up morning. go bathe e.t.c, prayers. blablabla.

Then at about 5.00 pple started to come to my hse. cause about 15 pple or so met up at my hse then go the sia building together uh. So nick(last person), reached about 5.45 or so. then walked to the sia sports club there uh. not that far actually. people were like looking uh thos big group of people dressed smartly walking. but it was ok uh.

reached the place about 6.30 or so. then went in blablablabla.

haha then got games. 5 big supposedly strong guys were supposed to participate uh. Skali kena drink milk from bottle. hahaha...Hisham(patel) won since he is a milk monster uh.

then got dance. haha. I am so glad uh like 70% of the pple participated. then more fun wad. basically had a whole lot of fun uh.

Then got lucky draw also!! knn i never win anything. It is a lucky draw uh so if lucky damn lucky if not then you unluncky uh. Anw bryan won first prize. hahaha...cb 20inch lcd tv okay...not some cheap fake. haha.

Also the crowning of prom king and prom queen. prom king was very straightfoward. they had james, afiq, me, benjamin and wenqiang out cause supposedly we were nominated uh. then have to go around collecting stars from pple then the guy with most stars win uh. same as the girls. for prom king it was obviously wenqiang. haha, cam in prince clothes and all. the prom queen was funnier uh. pressure uh. the whole class 4e5 was on their toes uh wanting velda to win. and she won. haha.

soon enough after second round of dances it was time to leave. no one actually moved uh. then mr ow ask everyone to sing the school song. Whoa. i tell you, damn cool uh everyone singing ever so loudly all together. haha.

so then took pictures with alot of pple. then lepak at beach till morning then cabbed home with baraq, ayu and poon.

so yea a great night never to be forgotten.

so its...PICTURES TIME!!

but apparently i have no possesion of the pictures. haha. so if you wanna go look go look at other peeps blog uh. but i doubt anyone wanna look at my pics any way.

so here i am typing. We may only meet for one last time for the taking of our o level results. I would like to wish everyone the best of luck in whatever they do from the deepest of my hearts uh.

so pple take care dont take drugs.
peace

back to blogging again

2008-11-18T07:11:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since i blogged. haha. busy uh. kk back to blogging. (i hope it sticks this time round)

so yeah. prom is in a few days time. fuck the theme. prince and princesses? hahahha...

Atreyu-Doomsday
A rush of blood, to my head
Leaves me winded and wanting
To feel the weakness, in my body
Beaten and crushed like my soulI walked the streets flirting death
But it never kissed back
I'm so lucky so cursed so fucked up
But that's the way that it goes
It's in the ebb and the flow
I wish that I could give you my time

Seems like doomsday has come early this year
The last angel has gone (angel has gone)
I can't remember the last time I cried
The last angel has gone home (angel has gone)

The memories stacking up
And they pull at my guts
What do I have to do to end it?
The better days hacked away
Leaving the only pain
This regret is never ending
But in the blink of an eye
This life passes you by
I wish that I could give you my time

Seems like doomsday has come early this year
The last angel has gone (angel has gone)
I can't remember the last time I cried (last time I cried)
The last angel has gone home (angel has gone)

I can't remember, I can't remember, I can't remember the last time I cried

Seems like doomsday has come early this year
The last angel has gone (angel has gone)
I can't remember the last time I cried (last time I cried)
The last angel has gone home (ANGEL HAS GONE)

2008-07-23T08:08:00.000-07:00

its been some time since i last blogged. heh. lazy. school was a bore. life remains unchanged. sometimes i just wonder that...oh nvm...so yea decided go prom night. hope itll be a good one uh. hah kk i wanna go watch tv. ciaoz

Im still not over it. Ill keep that with me.

2008-07-14T07:42:00.001-07:00

leave me be. ill be fine in a few days time.

fuck you

2008-07-10T02:57:00.000-07:00

read the tiltle. its for you you fucking asshole. no one wants you here. leave. dont act big. you are just some guy who acts cool but look! you are a damn loser. we hate you. go away. you think by sticking with them you'll get closer to us but fuck you if you think thats going to happen. not in a million years. so please leave. we really dont appreciate you. and dont ever be a bloody busybody again. GO. DONT COME BACK. i wont come back.

i hate everything

2008-07-09T07:10:00.001-07:00

i dont care. i want to kill. i hate. i dont give a shit. i am a nobody. no one cares. why am i even typing this here? no one reads this shit anyway.

fuck. ill kill you.

the best days of my life

2008-07-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

I got my first real six-string
Bought it at the five-and-dime
Played it till my fingers bled
It was the summer of 69

Me and some guys from school
Had a band and we tried real hard
Jimmy quit and jody got married
I shoulda known wed never get far

Oh when I look back now
That summer seemed to last forever
And if I had the choice
Yeah - Id always wanna be there
Those were the best days of my life

Aint no use in complainin
When you got a job to do
Spent my evenins down at the drive-in
And thats when I met you

Standing on your mamas porch
You told me that youd wait forever
Oh and when you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never

Those were the best days of my life

Back in the summer of 69

Man we were killin time
We were young and restless
We needed to unwind
I guess nothin can last forever - forever, no

And now the times are changin
Look at everything thats come and gone
Sometimes when I play that old six-string
I think about ya wonder what went wrong

Standin on your mamas porch
You told me it would last forever
Oh the way you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never

Those were the best days of my life

Back in the summer of 69

Come to think of it. Those were the best days of my life. Heh. I miss it.

o levels

2008-06-29T05:57:00.001-07:00

If that information up there is true. I wanna try it since 'o' levels are coming in a very short time. Im dead. So dead.

up in the trees

2008-06-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna go through this life
Without you by my side
And I have got it all worked out
In my head
Here's how it's got to be

It will be you and me up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer
It will be you and I up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster

We, we make believe
In a world we rule together
We, can build our dreams
With a knot tied tight to last forever

It will be you and me up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer
It will be you and I up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster

We got one shot
So...where do we go from here?

It will be you and me up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer
It will be you and I up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster

And I know there's more for us in this life

boo

2008-06-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation....trying to put the pieces together; justifying what could have, would have, should have happened or you can leave all the pieces on the floor and move on. Life goes on. It depends on you whether you want to go along with it. It is better to jump and fall on your bottom then to not jump and live the rest of your life wondering whether you could have landed on your feet.

fuck hope.

Gombak Vs Acad

2008-06-15T08:14:00.001-07:00

The match against the acad pple was alright. Game ended 5-3.

1st half were leading 3-0 with 2 goals from lutfi and 1 from kamran. Second half, haneef intercepted the ball which was to be passed back to their keeper, and he put it in the net. They then made a comeback with faris scoring their first goal cause both jie wei and yul clashed into each other while chasing the ball. Both fell to the ground. They continued scoring two more, one of which haider chipped me. -.- i know im too short to be a keeper blablabla...score was 4-3 then. Aziz made a fantastic dribble down the left wing and when he was one on one with the keeper, he decided no to take the shot but to pass it to haneef which was on the opposite side of the post of which he tapped it in to score the 5th goal for us.

The match has its funny and cool stuff happening. Haha. I managed couple of good saves one including a penalty. Faris(EX e5) missed a tap in directly in front of goal, intead the ball went over the cross bar. Andand not to forget, AZIZ GOT CHASED BY A BLOODY DOG!! HAHAHA!!

So on the current, scorers for gombak this season(so far):
-Lutfi = 2
-Haneef = 2
-Faris(e4) = 2
-kamran = 1

That dude up there is Dave Grohl, one of the more respected musicians out there. Drummer for nirvana, and frontman of Foo Fighters. Is he the greatest or what?

I'ts time for something real

2008-06-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

Devoir avoir honte. Foutre vous monsieur mon maman a troquet. Je jurer si je puvoir envoyer avec le pied ce putain de cul de le votre, tu traduction non disponsible be tellement plaindre jusqu'a present. Alors, si'l te plait compresser ce emmerdant moi de le votre et faire semblant rationnellement de peu aimer chacun autre.

And yes, that shit up there is in french. If you really want to know, go pick up the bloody language or something.

samsung i450

2008-06-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

went out to 'study' with burhan and yani. haha at about 8 suddenly my dad call ask to meet him at eastpoint starhub cause he want to cancel my line and buy me prepaid. haha but then he bought me new phone instead, still continue the line. haha woohoo. even with a new phone it doesnt really matter cause my holidays are still being wasted.

I WANNA GO OUT!

i wanna go out!!

2008-06-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

woke up. bro go ns. wanted to go syams gig but no one going. sorry syam. so go cycling with aziz. now home.

IM LIKE SO BORED LA.

so much for blogging

2008-06-09T00:59:00.001-07:00

the title says it all...bleargh..

Dead, dead, dead

2008-05-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

As the title suggests, this blog has been dead for quite sometime. And yes, I'm back to blogging.

Secondhand Serenade-I hate this song

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you're tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad, But I'm not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.

[Chorus:]
Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesterday's not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I'm feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don't need
The sadness they have seen
But you're way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can't find
The moment you said goodbye

[Chorus]

This is becoming a problem I'm hurting it's unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to loose

[Chorus]

bumping day

2008-03-29T05:11:00.000-07:00

today has officially been bumping day...bumped into so many pple...so let me start from early in the morning
met nisa to pass her birthday present...SO HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY NISA!!! da kakak2 la kirekan da 16 ey...haha...yea...den saw devina at t3...after that followed by sofia, saw her eating at popeyes...at popeyes saw miss jiang...hahaha...den went to tm to jln2....entered toys r us and our inner child came out so we played with foam swords hitting each other...you'll never guess what happens next...MISS CHUA appeared and said you guys sec 4 ready still playing ar? i really dont know you guys...haha den we bust up in laughter sia...haha especially aziz...shocked la to see her there...and then explored toys r us more saw burhan and yani there....so if you have been counting along there has been 6 pple met...den while about to leave tm...saw ayu entering the mall...yea so there was a total of 7 pple i bumped into today...wait2 its 8 pple, saw freddy(edwins friend) at tm also...so bumped 8 pple...haha...

andand the antibiotics are working so i get to keep my tonsils...YES!!!

damn throat

2008-03-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

didnt go school today cause my throat hurts like crap...went to the doctors...then he sent me to the the hospital to get it checked up by a specialist...found out my tonsils were infected...if it doesnt get better in a week id have to remove it...haha...but i dont wanna lose any of my organs...so yea...freaking shit throat...but still need to go school..why you ask? cause the doctor say it wont affect my concentration...haha...so i guess ill be in school tomorrow...

shit

2008-03-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

like the title i'm feeling like shit...don't ask why...ending the post with the song your call by secondhand serenade.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick
call, I'm angry
call, I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing in the car.
Do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat...
Just like when we would meet.

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh.
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes.
What's your fantasy?

What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your...

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home.
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.)

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine,
Stay with me tonight.

Games Day

2008-03-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

haha tired but i really need to post this one haha...might be a little long haha

Woke up early morning feeling very anxious about today's games day as i thought id cause the team to lose haha...school was alright..den it was doomsday haha...

We were late for the first match, match was 3.50 all started changing at 3.45 haha...lucky takde pape...thought that victoria was strong but we were all wrong especially me haha...won them 5 nil...so advanced to second round, made a few simple saves as victoria's attack sucked

then fought against changkat changi...it came a little bit too early this one..last year's champion( ehem US) meeting runners-up them on second round wtf!!! so yea...beat them 3-1..i got so happy when i forgot who scored....it was either faruq or firdaus(small) who scored the first goal...i got crappy...haha..they shot straight away after the kickoff changkat changi shot a low ball towards the right i dived on top of the ball instead of behind it...and yes i missed...so they scored a crappy goal...haha...after that the two magnificent strikers Faruq and Firdaus(small) finished off the game with a final 3-1...changkat was a great opponent but i just found that the match was too early to meet them on the second round...

semi finals was against st.hilda's...we watched them play against kuo chuan of which they looked ever so good playing haha...but then found out that they sucked too!! haha...no offence peeps...we won them forgot the score but my goalpost was almost untouched literally thanks to the great defence haha...once again faruq and firdaus(small) scored the goals....

finals was against junyuan....great opponents...final score ended 2-1...the goal we conceeded was no one's fault...all was not paying attention so one guy shot a gounder to the bottom right corner from the left side, i dived and the ball was a little too far where waiting on the other side was their striker and he tapped it in....faruq scored the winner in the second round...we were so thrilled haha...so when the final whistle blew all the supporters (yul, faiz e.t.c) you know their crappyness so they all entered the field and celebrated haha...good game ar on the overall...their attack was magnificent its just that our defenders are better haha...an i had a great game for this one...alot of action

so we WON!!! woohoo!!! KEEP ON THE LEGACY BEB!!! haha....come to think of it firdaus(small) and faruq scored all of the goals haha...so after prize giving, changed, went to eat, and then tuition haha...and so here i am now typing on my com...

and i scraped my right knee really bad...

dissapointed

2008-03-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

you might think its nothing ar but i was really dissapointed when i heard you say that....oh well nevermind i wont give a shit if you dont....so yea...life been sucky, it has always been haha...nothing to post...wanna go study for physics test on static and magnetism haha so bye!

Oh Great! Just GREAT!

2008-03-14T00:28:00.000-07:00

ATC its like the only fun thing in npcc and guess what?? I had to fall sick and not able to go...Crap shit...haish...no mood ar...im so dizzy even when writing this post...they went bowling and i cant even follow ARGH!!!

Secondhand Serenade - Fall for you

2008-03-11T04:23:00.000-07:00

The best thing about tonight is that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you dont think that i am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again, dont make me change my mind
I wont live to see another day i swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find, you're impossible to find

This is not what i intended
I've always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that i was stronger
I may have failed but i have loved you from the start

But hold your breath because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again, dont make me change my mind
I wont live to see another day i swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find, you're impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in Im yours to keep
Hold on to your words cause talk is cheap
Remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again, dont make me change my mind
I wont live to see another day i swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find, you're impossible to find

malaysia geog trip

2008-03-10T05:50:00.001-07:00

so yea weeting and lisah dat means ive linked you guys...haha...and ive been getting a lot of nicknames lately...the malaysia geog trip was ok...better than expected...could have been better...the lunch was above average...the batam one still nicer...and i need to go shopping arghh!!! cash not flowing in yet...ill wait...

new skin

2008-03-07T23:02:00.000-08:00

so changed skin. it has been one week since this blog was brought into this world. so i updated links and such. i know i missed alot of pple so just tag to be linked. and someone teach me to add music please.

first post

2008-03-01T07:41:00.000-08:00

hello. first post. decided to have a blog. so yeah.